Trying to Catch Finishitis

I have been travelling – TNNA, which has been more than adequately described elsewhere, then a wedding in Northern Virginia, which no one but my family cares to hear about. It’s nice to have a finally have a weekend at home, especially in the garden.

And just outside the garden:

I recently finished a few new baby sweaters, which I’ll be adding to the shop and Ravelry soon. That inspired me to examine my knitting baskets and finish up or rip out some bits and pieces of projects. I don’t have many UFOs that started life as a real project. I have many more that are either samples for a class, or a prototype for a pattern that I finish as far as I need to, then use the real yarn and make the sweater, or scarf, or whathaveyou. I figured with traveling and some all-day trainings for work, I’d get a few of them finished up. Some, however, didn’t make the cut, and I decided to just unravel and set the yarn aside for another project. For example:

This was a sample for a class I did this winter using Knitting Lace Triangles. I started a few of the patterns so folks could see how they looked, and I could see if there were pitfalls or problems. (It is a well done book, BTW.) I had two partly-knit lace triangles, and was really tempted to finish them. I know, however, that they will go more slowly with each row and if I am not thrilled with the yarn pattern combination early on, it will not grow on me. So, ripped and rewound, the yarn gets put away for some other idea — two shawls no longer.

The psychological down side of this is that I now want to start more new projects. One project I finished up was a little moebius basket. I took a class from Cat Bordhi at TNNA and if you are ever lucky enough to have the opportunity to take a class from her, run and sign up right away. I wasn’t all that excited about the topic, but heard she was a good teacher so I signed up. She is not only a good teacher, but a spatial/knitting genius with a good sense of humor. Once I finished the moebius basket, did I say to myself, oh good, that’s done, sometime I’ll felt it and use it for something? No, I started planning more of them as I worked the final decrease rounds. Won’t they make great little gifts? I can needle felt creative and interesting designs on them for people! What did I do with that needle felting kit I bought? Do I remember how to do it? Does it matter? I better start another basket before I forget how. Truly, my little brain needs to chill and go back to the original concept. Finish the project at hand, or rip it out and put the yarn away. Repeat.

MLE

Not About Knitting – Last Night in St. Paul

I don’t think it matters who you plan to vote for in November, what happened last night in St. Paul, Minnesota will be in the history books forever. Yesterday, I took a stroll to return some library books mid-aftertoon, and decided to walk the next block to the Excel center and check out the crowd waiting for the Obama rally. I chatted with a young woman on the way over. She appeared to be originally Southeast Asian, perhaps Cambodian or Lao. She told me she had been an Americorps volunteer, that her brother and sister- in -law rushed to get their citizenship in time to vote in this election. She talked about reading Caroline Kennedy’s op-ed piece in the NYT, and that it gave her goose bumps. I thought how interesting it was, that Kennedy was dead many years before this woman was born, or her family came to the US, but his legacy mattered to her.

At the X, the diversity of the crowd that was forming was inspiring. It was evident to me that this was much more than a political rally. It was still a workday, so there were lots of students and retirees, but the number and variety of families surprised me. There were many African American moms and dads with kids in tow to witness this moment, to carry with them proof that while racism is not dead, it is not the end, either. There were many white, Asian and Latino families, too. There were young white men in St. Paul Wild hockey sweaters. I saw an older white couple, and heard the woman say to the man “I don’t care. This is the coolest thing I have ever done!” I thought she was right. It didn’t matter if I had to stand on line for a while, how could I miss this moment?

I live very close, so I went home, ate some supper, and my husband and I went back. By now, the length of the line was staggering, nearly two miles long, but we figured at least we would be in the company of thousands of like-minded persons. We walked and walked to find the end of the line, and then saw one of my closest friends. Her husband didn’t want to stand around for that long, so dropped her off and she was on her own, chatting with a young man who turned out to be from her home state of Indiana. (We ditched, but we were almost at the end, really.)

It was a regular party, I tell you. We had no idea if we would even get in. It didn’t feel like 2 hours on the cement. (But my legs know that this morning.) The waitress from a restaurant we frequent was in line in front of us, so we got to know her a bit. There was a young man in a Bob Marley t-shirt I started talking to because he was by himself. He was an immigrant from Somalia via Kenya. He can’t vote in this election, but wanted to be there, just the same. We talked about the history of racism in the US. He told me he was too young to know of it first hand, but has heard the stories, of course. He looked at me with a bit of grin – “So, do you now believe that miracles can happen?” I do, I surely do. That in this crazy world, in spite of the racism and fear that surrounds us, a black American is now the nominee of the Democratic party surely seems like a miracle. I felt so proud to be there last night. It’s been a while since I felt proud to be American. I have been ashamed of late of what some have done in the name of this country. Last night, I cried tears of joy and hope for my country. I thought of my parents and my immigrant grandparents and the great stretch of history that brought us to that historic moment I was witness to. Yes, we can.

MLE